There is always a day like this

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I just don’t want to function today. I just want to lie in bed and curl up with my stuff toys. Feeling their soft fur at my fingertips and their weight on my chest. I just don’t feel like functioning today.

Woke up this morning but didn’t want to get out of bed. There was nothing for me to look forward to other than food. However food is not the answer, it is only a distraction, an unwanted distraction. It is a long wait till my 3pm appointment counting from the time I woke up around 7am. I am like an empty shell moving about. Don’t have any motivation to get out of bed. I just want to lay and waiting for time to pass. When there is time spared for me, I just don’t know what to do nor have the will to do anything.

I need to find my next dream or goal or just something to keep me occupied. That is the beginning of a downfall if left alone.

What am I after in this lifetime?

Till then, stay sane!